i love you grandad! days are getting worse :( i need you back in my life, i need to tell you things and show you things thatare going on! every second im alone i think of you and its kills me alittle bit each time. you were the best grandad ever, all the advice i needed it would be from you and i wanted to do everything to please you. i would do anything for you to be back in my life even just for a hug and to tell youthat i love you xxxxxx