grandad its your birthday sunday! its hard to think that this time last year you were here. getting worse but with us. your birthday was good you were smiling which you hadnt done for ages before and singing to your music! i brought you a balloon which is still at nans. its still so heartbreaking to know you are not here with me now! every memory of you is good! and will never forget them,i love you forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx